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it hurts I wanted to apologize for lecturing you, its just the big sister in me. Plus, I played Momma for many years while mine was working and going to college to give us a better life. So,I see things like a Momma sometimes. But, it is your life and you can make your own choices. Peace and good karma.
[HeartzPrincess]
2009-01-08 08:12:24

it hurts aw thanks
that is very very sweet of you
my entry was straight out of a pity party

c.
[toomanysecretsxx]
2009-01-07 21:01:42

it hurts

thats deep..
I understand what u mean tho...

[Smurphy14]
2009-01-07 17:01:07

1,2,3,4 tell me that you love me more OH, wow. You're just a kid, honey. I have a sister about your age, and all I can think of is what I would do if she was in a situation like that. Life is never easy. Nothing's perfect. But...childhood is the threshold to adulthood and you can never become an adult if you have left that age of innocence too quickly. What I mean is...14 is young. There's a big difference between 14 and 17, and 17 and 21. I am not the same girl I was when I was 14, and I don't know anyone who can say they grew up completely before they were 18. Some people I know are 20 and aren't even grown up in the slighest. You have the right to make your own choices, to fall in and out of love with whomever you want, and to have s..x. I'm not saying you don't have that right, I'm just saying that, you should really try and hold onto what is left of being a kid. Cause honey, you're young still. Why grow up so fast?[HeartzPrincess] 2009-01-07 10:51:51

1,2,3,4 tell me that you love me more Thanks for the comment. I know he sounds like a jerk, but then he surprises me and is sweet. It's hard for me to break up with someone who can also be sweet. We live together, too, and he has said if I leave I can not take my cats. I was staying at one point for them, but then we were so in love again and we were making love all the time, and he wasn't drinking. I thought that could last a while, but it didn't. Now I am just confused. I think you can understand that, maybe, because you are scared to lose what you have. Of course...I am sure what you have is different. Peace and good karma[HeartzPrincess] 2009-01-06 11:50:13

1,2,3,4 tell me that you love me more im 15 in...12 days i think =][LilMissSunshinezz] 2009-01-06 11:41:35

1,2,3,4 tell me that you love me more I couldnt agree more.Im so aware of this same thing so whenever something good happens or i get something i wanted,i say to myself 'whats the point of being happy,its all gonna disappear eventually'.I know being so negative aint good, but it smtimes helps so i dont get hurt.Much love[LilMissSunshinezz] 2009-01-06 11:35:52

Happy new year Thanks, Brynna. You too..... Keep it hot and s.exy!!![pantylover] 2009-01-06 00:43:58

Come out?
well, im bi;]
i found out because my friend realized she was a lesbian and she fell in love with me
and we ended up making out grad night and i really love her<3
so, look at a girl and ask yourself 'can i see my self with her?'
its usually yes:]

thanx for the love
-Krystal
 
[Krystal999]
2008-12-20 18:10:42

time to say goodbye

yeah i reallyy like it!!! so beautiful

<33

[Caityluv]
2008-12-20 12:11:09

time to say goodbye

I really really like that :)! it sounds so sad,but true :)!

[lv3andhat3]
2008-12-20 01:34:01

I realized something today. Brynna, hope we can contnue our conversation this Friday - early morning. IM me please...[pantylover] 2008-12-15 00:14:00

I realized something today. that makes alot of sence my guidance counsler told me that b4 but yea I didnt listen 2 him..[Smurphy14] 2008-12-14 11:49:45

I realized something today.  Yes, yes I am, I mean YES THEY ARE! They are......*trying to be cool*















*failing miserably*

[ImpyChaos]
2008-12-13 00:05:00

I realized something today.  I be 18. You?
[ImpyChaos]
2008-12-13 00:00:23

I realized something today.  Oh my God, I read yours thinking it was hers thinking she was saying something else. I'm exhausted from work and worn out after this info I jus found out, sorry ^-^'. I'm the one who FREAKED the fuck out, love the screenname.

 Lots of Lurv
Impy

[ImpyChaos]
2008-12-12 23:59:15

I realized something today.  lol it's alright, I would too, I was POSITIVE I clicked on that bitches ratgirls thing. Now I have to type it all over again -.- it was a good rant, too.....lol


 lots of love
Impy

[ImpyChaos]
2008-12-12 23:58:03

I realized something today.  lol i am so sorry, i wanna delete the comment but it wont let me >.<
[ImpyChaos]
2008-12-12 23:56:32

I realized something today. i don't give out my cell number. i have a myspace tho. do you?
[pregnantlove]
2008-12-12 23:38:47

I realized something today. thanks! sorry if i seem defensive. I get alot of shit for being in my situation. as my latest entry states. LOL
Your sweet

oh and your above entry. Your right everything happens for a reason. I believe God has a hand in it but no matter what you believe its true. behind every thing there is a rhyme and reason. The hardest part is stepping back from the situation to see WHY it happened. When you can truly step back all is clear.

Also you can only love others as much as youlove yourself. TRUE!!! I spent so many hours looking in the mirror telling myself that I am beautiful and that I am worth a damn and it worked. I now know what i deserve and how great of a person I am. Keep your head up. If things are meant to be they will work out in the end!

(I added you to my favs)

[pregnantlove]
2008-12-12 23:32:41

I realized something today. i am 21. i am not married. the father left. I draw unemployment until 2 months after my childs birth. I cannot work right now. I live in an apartment which i pay rent in. I have made a mistake and now I will woman up and take responsibility for. I am mature I am ready and I will be a great mom.. So what are you getting at?
[pregnantlove]
2008-12-12 23:19:50

I realized something today. i am 21
[pregnantlove]
2008-12-12 23:15:32

i got a cell phone! Hey, babe, please leave some comments in my diary...enjoy[pantylover] 2008-12-08 00:32:34

URGH!!!

RYN: Can I ask why you think homos..xuality is not normal but not wrong? I'm interested in hearing about this book your grandmother is reading so keep me posted!

Thanks reading my entry and commenting!

Prosper

[Prosper]
2008-09-20 06:45:53

Every day is a new day I've heard that someplace..
but Idr where?[Smurphy14]
2008-08-25 15:34:50

i think... Laughing yo Laughing [roidman8] 2008-08-24 17:13:26

a little story... so short aww...how cute
[lily]
2008-08-18 19:49:22

a little story... so short cute story.[shygirl917] 2008-08-18 18:41:21

a little story... so short

Well, some people don't accept reality. And about some people I am talking about my family that don't acept me the way I am :/ I will add you. I know, right? bitches

ttyl, holly :*

[sexyarid]
2008-08-18 18:36:10

A QUIZ! (COPIED) Loll~ Yup I'm 12 ;D. Well, turning 12 in a couple of days, but still. ^^ heh, and you actually did the math just to figure out my age? :P

Aaand; what's up?[tehAmy]
2008-08-17 04:32:16

UHmm... I'm glad you found such an interest in my writing! Mr. Green I think my immaturity helps me think of story ideas...o_0 hee hee[ilovecows] 2008-08-16 11:23:25

A QUIZ! (COPIED)

Your name:
Michelle VuMr. Green


You have been making the world more amazing since:
I dunno.

Oldest/youngest/or middle sibling:
Oldest.

Favorite type of music:
Hip-hopRazz


How many pillows do you sleep with?
I have to have 3!Cool

Ever prank called the pizza place and ordered a pizza for somebody totally random?
Nope.


Where do you have piercings?
Ears!Rolling Eyes

How about tattoos?
Fake ones. Laughing

Describe your house:
Pink and white. 3 bathrooms, 4 rooms.

Name an item you've kept with yourself since you were young:
A barbie pillow since I was 2.

What do you do to get money?
I don't. I just wait for Vietnamese New Year and get red envelopes.

Do you dye your hair?
No.

Own a pair of skinny jeans?
Nuh-uh.

Your nails are painted:
Nah.

What were you doing this morning at 8am?
Snoozing.

What were you doing 15 minutes ago?
Searching the web.

What is your middle name?
Hoang Yen.Very Happy

Do you have a crush on anyone?
Private!Embarassed

Do you draw your name in the sand while your at the beach?
Sometimes....Wink


Would you stay friends with your ex's?
Never dated!Shocked

[michellevu]
2008-08-15 20:46:15

A QUIZ! (COPIED)

im commenting with this quiz!! i hope thats okay...

Your name:
alicia.

You have been making the world more amazing since:
june 3rd. 1992

Oldest/youngest/or middle sibling:
youngest. of 4.

Favorite type of music:
top 20!


How many pillows do you sleep with?
two.

Ever prank called the pizza place and ordered a pizza for somebody totally random?
nah.

Where do you have piercings?
 ears

How about tattoos?
none. i have to talk to my sister about her tattoos and if i still want one, my mom will let me get one. 

Describe your house:
pink. with a front room, a HUGE living room, 1.5 baths, no master bedroom but 3 nice sized ones. and a kitchen.

Name an item you've kept with yourself since you were young:
a panda since i was just tiny. and my blankey since i was just tiny.

What do you do to get money?
i walk through the retirement home and strip for the old men. they give me lots and lots of money.
=P i used to work up until today at a stupid job.

Do you dye your hair?
i used to. but now im all natural. i will only have this hair color for like 50 years before it turns grey. i will never get it back. i should enjoy it. i mean, i could dye it, but i have this insanely unique color of red that has browns and blondes mixed in. its totally natural too. its crazy.

Own a pair of skinny jeans?
nah.

Your nails are painted:
noooo.

What were you doing this morning at 8am?
watching fraiser.

What were you doing 15 minutes ago?
nothing.

What is your middle name?
alexandria.

Do you have a crush on anyone?
not really.

Do you draw your name in the sand while youre at the beach?
yess

Would you stay friends with your ex's?
only one of them i am still friends with.

 


yayyyy!!!!!![aboutthatgirl78]
2008-08-15 19:12:09

GRRRR!!!

It's because life is a b*tch. It can't be a wh*re or it would just be easy and predictable.

<3 Shelb's

[rainbowlove13]
2008-07-26 05:00:54

GRRRR!!!

thankyou for my comment (:

yeah im 15 on the 25th august lol, thanks.

urr which quizz? lol.

tinkle back, xox

[xfarrahxm]
2008-07-26 04:15:13

GRRRR!!!

ttyl byez

[1Wolfy1]
2008-07-25 21:53:25

GRRRR!!! oook but didnt u just ask me wut cp wuz? lolz[1Wolfy1] 2008-07-25 21:36:19

Every day is a new day club penguin iz a wesite [1Wolfy1] 2008-07-25 21:23:45

The girl who wanted to commit btw u wanted to no how old i wuz ... im 14 Smile[1Wolfy1] 2008-07-25 20:45:45

4 AM

lolz Cool sometimes? 

[1Wolfy1]
2008-07-25 20:25:33

UGH lol true.. not as stupid though :P[Caityluv] 2008-07-24 20:59:46

UGH yea i know =(... thanks lol.. but y do they hav to go on like that? girls r so much more complex than them lol![Caityluv] 2008-07-24 20:52:28

QUIZ!!! COPIED! May i ask how old are you??[bashfullbabygirl] 2008-07-24 20:14:55

HeLP

love isn't supposed to hurt.

maybe in some way you see the pain that you are being caused as love. or maybe thats the only way you have experianced love. but it is supposed to be pleasurable and enjoyable and beautiful. no one should have to hit you to get a point acrossed.  a person that hits you has no respect for you and they will always say i can change, i wont do it again or i can't live without you and threaten suicide. all those things are  lies.

and if you ever have kids with a person like this they will teach your children to do the exact same thing.

[lil_fun]
2008-07-19 01:07:25

Come out? You can't "switch over".  Its not a choice. You're either bi, or you're not. I'm gay, and I didn't choose it. [TaintedHeart02] 2008-07-18 23:53:10

please read

Wow...you're pretty good at descriptions.
That made me just a bit hot!

~xJade~

[TearsOfBloodx]
2008-07-18 23:41:06

HeLP

Sounds to me like you like the thrill of pain.
It isn't good if he slaps you out of anger. You need to set some boundries.

I don't know what else to tell you...maybe you're into the kinky sh*t. But what you're talking about isn't healthy.

The rest you have to figure out on your own. Can't help you there. Sorry.

~xJade~

[TearsOfBloodx]
2008-07-18 23:30:39

Come out? I don't know if you can switch over to being bi, I don't know but I don't think it's a choice, really. Hmm... be opened minded :D Have confidence! Hoora! Although I just figured this out for myself, but haven't told a lot of people yet, you can read an entry I posted called coming to terms with who I am :)[AlienKiley] 2008-07-09 22:34:45

READ!!!

Thanks a <b> bunch </b> lol do you mean I'm amazing with that piece of a story or my song/poem thingamajigger ? Lol I mean do what you want with it, make up a plot for it or something. And yeah, I think it's cool that you're willing to do this :D

[AlienKiley]
2008-07-09 22:23:38

ME + Suicide?=life

your future's such a beautiful thing to throw away when you don't know what it's going to bring

and suicide brings too much pain on the ones you love

i've thought about suicide a lot

but through helping someone i loved, i found how beautiful life really is
and i'd never think about it so seriously again

may sound corny but it's true =p

[xheroinex]
2008-07-07 00:08:31

READ!!!

He looked up at her, trying to smile and trying to also hold back tears because that's the way it was now; and he never wanted to go through this situation again. He then sickly thought there would be no situation like this again with her. He wanted to hurt himself for that thought wondering how in all of this cold black world that could worm its way so darkly into his mind. He was about to cry and then there would be no use of trying to hold back his smile, and he wanted to hide his face and wipe his eyes to catch the tears if they did fall. If he ever could cry, for the first time or again, this would only be the time because this is the only thing that hurt him so much either mentally or physically. It was the only thing left he had. He remembered a time oh so long ago that everything was okay and there were no tears, only smiles. There were only blue skies and never gray, and she was the only thing that mattered to him. Of course everything else did too, but it was always her because she had everything to do with his life. He didnt want to remember but he did so anyways; wanting to push the ideas out of his mind again but they would not budge. He quit struggling with himself in fear she would see and ask what was wrong when there should be nothing left that could ever be wrong right now. So he remembered. It only made the tears finally come, leaking out of his tired dimming eyes. This time, he had no thoughts of wanting to wipe them away. ----
Make up a good story with that I've got nothing... thx :)

[AlienKiley]
2008-07-07 00:03:03

ME + Suicide?=life suicide is NEVER the answer... i cant tell you why you are feeling tis way but im more then willing to be there if ya ever need someone to talk to =D
[kneegrowrun]
2008-07-06 23:44:22

advice? definitely wait. If he loves you he'll understand
and your first time should be special and you
don't want to look back on it and remember that
you weren't ready and did it just because he wanted
to do it.

[Sxybree0925]
2008-07-06 21:16:00


 
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